In Memory of Kay

Silence Is A Killer


–Your silence will
not protect you.
–Audre Lorde





Your face is fading.


I see the outline inside my mind.


Eyes  Ears.  High cheek bones.  Your perfect nose.


I am afraid to lose you.
I am terrified of letting go.


Your hair covers me like a dark water.


The long strands caught between my teeth.


I see your smile from a distance like a pink thick fog.


In my dreams, you are unreachable, untouchable.


Always sitting on a ledge, an edge, leaning away


From me.


When I awaken,  your
name is written upon my lips.


Your voice lifts thru air like a million brilliant suns.


You will never be silenced again.


You rise up from the soil,
the marble,  the grave.


You rise up—You rise up.


Over and over


Every.   Single.   Day.

My sister, Kay, was murdered by her husband on May 26, 2010.  The world darkened & shook to its core…



~~Dear,  Reader,  finish this sentence: My name is _______.     I live in _______.      I will never be silent about________.



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  • Reply
    Beverly Diehl
    October 18, 2013 at 3:55 pm

    You know *I’m* not silent about domestic violence. Not any of it.

    We all have to whisper it, and talk about it, and scream it from the street corners, until it is no more.
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    October 18, 2013 at 4:05 pm

    Oh my gosh this got me choked up, Kim. What really got me was the picture of Kay. It’s an absolutely beautiful post my sweet dear. My name is Mike, I live in Reno and I will never be silent about any form of abuse. Sending you love always, Mike and Phoenix xoxo’s
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      My Inner Chick
      October 24, 2013 at 4:47 am

      that is one of my fave. photos of Kay.
      I like the idea of her crossing over the bridge to the other side.
      Xxx LOVE to you and Phoenix.
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    Joe Peterson
    October 18, 2013 at 4:15 pm

    I will never be silenced about my being Gay ❤️

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    October 18, 2013 at 4:39 pm

    My name is Debi. I live in Ventura. I will never be silent about bullying.
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    lisa thomson
    October 18, 2013 at 4:59 pm

    “your voice lifts thru air like a million brilliant suns.” Shivers. Beautiful and haunting poetry, Kim.

    divorce abuse
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    October 18, 2013 at 5:10 pm

    I think we all learned never to be silenced. some of us found out much too late. speak up everyone,
    yell if you have too.
    Love You

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    Elephant's Child
    October 18, 2013 at 5:58 pm

    Heartfelt hugs and love.
    My words are inadequate, but my heart hurts for and with you.

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    Valentine Logar
    October 18, 2013 at 6:32 pm

    As you always do Kay, you lift me up but break my heart. You remind me why silence is the worst possible choice. I love you.

    My name is Val. I live in Dallas. I will never be silent about Abuse, Rape, Gun Violence, Restorative Justice.
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    Melissa Stroup
    October 18, 2013 at 6:33 pm

    Thank you for writing and sharing about your sister. It’s so sad…and heartbreaking.

    My name is Melissa. I live in Austin. I will never be silent about sexual abuse.

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    Pam Hogeweide
    October 18, 2013 at 9:40 pm

    You inspire me.

    My name is Pam. I live in Portland. I will NEVER be silent about abuse of any kind.

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    Wordifull Melanie
    October 18, 2013 at 10:21 pm

    My name is Melanie. I live in St. Petersburg, FL. I will never be silent about abuse in any of its forms; verbal, physical, emotional, sexual. Whether it is child abuse or domestic abuse, etc. It will not stop until we all stand up and speak out.
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    nan @ lbddiaries
    October 18, 2013 at 11:25 pm

    My name is Nan. I live in joy in Arkansas. I will never be silent about hope, new beginnings, second, third, and fourth chances (and beyond), and that we all are worthy, worth so much, special, precious, and deserve to stand up straight and live our lives without fear.
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    Vidya Sury
    October 19, 2013 at 12:02 am

    Silence does kill.

    My name is Vidya. I live in India. I will never be silent about emotional blackmail.

    Beautiful lines, Kim. Echoing in my heart.

    Love, Vidya
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    Mandy - The Complete Book
    October 19, 2013 at 2:33 am

    My name is Mandy. I live in beautiful South Africa. I will never be silent about any form of abuse.
    Kim, dear, you are such an incredible human being and I really do hope we can meet in person one day. We will have so much to talk about and share and enjoy together.
    Have a beautiful love filled and happy weekend.
    🙂 Mandy xo
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    October 19, 2013 at 2:56 am

    What stunning writing, Kim!

    My name is Kathy. I live in Ecuador. And I will not be silenced about mental illness.

    Hugs from Ecuador,
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    October 19, 2013 at 3:59 am

    My name is Narelle. I live in Melbourne, Australia. I will never be silent about cover-up.

    Love you, dear Kim xxx
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    October 19, 2013 at 4:49 am

    My name is Debbie and I live in Virginia. I will never be silent about how much I love my children, animals and life. You are so gifted Kim. OMG to be able to write the way you do and touch so many people. I wish you lived closer to me so I could come over for some coffee….I also love when your dad comments on your blog. It is just so touching.
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    Ellen M. Gregg
    October 19, 2013 at 7:56 am

    Kim, your love for Kay resounds like a million golden trumpets; vibrant, shimmering, pure.

    Kay’s voice will never be silent, as long as you are speaking up for her.

    Your voice will never be silent, because when you speak – for yourself, and for Kay – masses hear your roar. And your whisper, too.

    The more you speak up, the better your message is heard.

    Love. xoxo
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    October 19, 2013 at 8:01 am

    This is so beautiful, and my heart breaks for you and your family, Kim. xo.

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    Elisabeth Kinsey
    October 19, 2013 at 8:25 am

    No matter what, she won’t fade because you have so well defined her to the world and to preventing this happening to other women. Wonderful post.

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    October 19, 2013 at 9:02 am

    My abuse was so many years ago, but I will never be silent about it. Silence kills. All abuse must stop. You are the champion of this cause, Kim. Thank you!
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    October 19, 2013 at 9:53 am

    Dear Kim: My name is elizabeth. I live in NY. I will never be silent about violence against anyone.
    love you. xoxo
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    October 19, 2013 at 11:20 am

    Such an important yet heartbreaking post – I love your writing, the picture of your stunning sister and also the fact that your dad always comments your blog posts in the most wonderful ways!

    Bonn, Germany
    emotional abuse (particulary from family members)

    I already mentioned that during my studies I worked as a voluteer in a home for abused mothers and their children, there is nothing, absolutely nothing that is more important than to try to point out the dangers of abuse (no matter what shape or form it takes), stress the fact that help is out there, offer whatever we can to help and not be silent about any of it!

    Love all your posts, dear friend!
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    October 19, 2013 at 1:55 pm

    We’ve got ads on here in Australia, asking men to speak up, to not let it happen.

    When you think of the number of witnesses, horrified witnesses but who don’t know “what” to do, it’s scary, downright scary.

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    Hotly Spiced
    October 19, 2013 at 3:05 pm

    My name is Charlie. I live in Sydney. I will never be silent about animal cruelty. I love that image of Kay, Kim, the colours are gorgeous and Kay is stunning. Kay is blessed to have you giving her a voice xx
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    October 19, 2013 at 3:08 pm

    Powerful writing, Kim. Brilliant. Favorite line is “I see your smile from a distance like a pink thick fog.” So vividly descriptive!
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    October 19, 2013 at 7:07 pm

    Such a brillant message…thank you!!

    any cruelty
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    October 19, 2013 at 9:48 pm

    A lovely post. We ALL need to stand up to bullies and abusers.
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    October 20, 2013 at 7:48 am

    I’m so glad we have YOUR voice, Kim. You speak for those who no longer can.

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    Jennifer Wolfe
    October 20, 2013 at 8:24 am

    Kim, this was beautiful. My name is Jennifer, I live in California, and I will never be silent about what I think is unjust.
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    October 20, 2013 at 10:07 am

    My name is Hilary I live in New York I will never be silent about what I feel is wrong

    You are an amazing lady Kim!
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    October 20, 2013 at 12:59 pm

    Get me the Kleenex box, Kim — your heart-gripping memories of your dear sister always make me tear up. And I so love that photo of her on the bridge!
    I don’t think those who’ve been taken from us too soon (probably everyone who’s been taken from us) ever leave our hearts and minds. We were once so connected, and I don’t think that connection is broken — despite time and distance.
    Hugs to you, dear!
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      My Inner Chick
      October 25, 2013 at 12:41 pm

      Never BROKEN))!!!

      The photo of Kay on the bridge will be the cover of my book. Debbie.

      LOVE XXX
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    Jodi @ Heal Now and Forever
    October 20, 2013 at 5:53 pm

    Love the metaphors in every line. So beautiful! xoxoxo her hair, your lips, the pink fog… It’s real.
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    October 20, 2013 at 11:18 pm

    I had goose bumps reading your poem. It always happen when you write about your sister… what a beautiful woman she was…
    My name is Rita, I live in Melbourne and I will never be silent about ignorance and intolerance.
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    Lorraine @ Not Quite Nigella
    October 21, 2013 at 12:17 am

    That was so beautiful Kim! I got shivers! xxx
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    Disha Sharma
    October 21, 2013 at 12:34 am

    Hello Kim Sisto-Robinson,
    Thanks for your post. I do like the design of your Blog. It’s nice experience to visit on your site.
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    October 21, 2013 at 4:03 am

    It is hard…you think you are losing touch , you think you don’t remember their faces, their voices. But they are still somewhere deep in our hearts where we will never lose any part of them.

    My name is Dawn, I live in Michigan. I will never be silent about the trucking industry’s wish to make profits regardless of public safety.

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    Carolyn Hughes
    October 21, 2013 at 6:27 am

    Lovely Kim, Tear choking as always.
    My name is Carolyn. I live in Ireland. I will never be silent about the hope and healing that comes from faith.
    Take care. xx
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    Shana Norris
    October 21, 2013 at 6:43 am

    Kim, I hear your voice loud and clear. You are brave and strong, even though I’m sure there are days you don’t feel it.
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    October 21, 2013 at 7:02 am

    She rises up and we all do, thanks to you Kim, to your words, your kindness, your wisdom and love.
    My name is Marie. I live in France. I will never be silent about domestic violence, child abuse and racism. May we keep speaking up and shouting words if we need.

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    Adriana Boatwright (@AdrianaIris)
    October 21, 2013 at 9:20 am

    I could hear my heart breaking with each word I read. Keep preaching never stop.
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    October 21, 2013 at 11:17 am

    Brave and beautiful, Kim. We love you, and we love Kay, and she is alive in our hearts, now and forevermore. xxxxx
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    Penny the Jack Russell dog
    October 21, 2013 at 12:11 pm

    Dear Kim,

    On behalf of my human, Gary, we both pledge that our words will never be a whisper to those whose deafness is a shout. Silence, ignoring, looking the other way, will never ever be the stifle that in the truth that beats in our hearts.

    Bless you, dear lady.

    In hope and peace,

    Penny and Gary x
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    October 21, 2013 at 12:59 pm

    She does rise up, even to me. Your words are that powerful, as is the love for her you demonstrate with every post. God bless you for it
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    Stephanie Faris
    October 21, 2013 at 4:52 pm

    Domestic abuse is heartbreaking. She was a beautiful woman. It’s a shame evil people have to exist.
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    October 22, 2013 at 3:43 am

    My name is Kimberly. I live in Canada. I will never be silent about postpartum mood disorders and mental illness.

    “Your voice lifts thru air like a million brilliant suns”

    Yes it does. Every time you write…

    so much love xoxo
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    October 22, 2013 at 2:07 pm

    My name is Jen and I live in Virginia and I will never be silent about saying and showing that although never the same…. there is life for parents after the death of a child(ren).

    love x0x0
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      My Inner Chick
      October 25, 2013 at 3:35 pm

      Jen–From Virginia,
      I hear you loudly & clearly.

      LOVE to you my dearest brave beautiful woman XXXxxx
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    October 22, 2013 at 5:49 pm

    Love the poem. and so sad to heard about your sister.
    My name is Andie

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    Unknown Mami
    October 22, 2013 at 6:18 pm

    My name is Claudya. I live in San Francisco. I will never be silent about abuse.
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    October 23, 2013 at 12:25 am

    My name is Heavenly. I live in London. I will never be silent about the pain of going through a divorce and being alone, and having to start your life over because although I want to be positive, I never want to dismiss what someone else in the same situation might be going through. It is so important to be honest with our experiences, so that other people out there know that they are not alone.
    You sharing your grief about your sister may be validating someone else out there who also lost a love one before their time, and maybe your blog makes them feel just a little less alone in a big world. Thats what i want to do.
    *kisses* H
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    Alison at Diamond-Cut Life
    October 23, 2013 at 7:51 am

    I am Alison Wiley, I live in Portland Oregon, and I will not be silent about Malala, who was shot in the head by the Taliban for speaking up for girls’ education. Fortunately, Malala herself was not silenced. She recovered, is doing public speaking (you may have seen her on Jon Stewart) and wrote a book, which I’ve reviewed, and highly recommend. In fact, I’m giving away a copy of “I Am Malala”.

    Thanks for another great post, Kim. You combine poetry and activism in a way I’ve never seen before. The world needs lots more of this powerful duo.
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    October 24, 2013 at 4:56 am

    I will never be silent about physical, mental or emotional abuse.

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    October 24, 2013 at 3:34 pm

    My name is Patsy. I live in the Philippines. I will never be silent about any form of abuse. I grieve for you and your family. So sad. A beautiful picture of your sister. God bless you, Patsy from HeARTworks
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    Blond Duck
    October 26, 2013 at 5:15 am

    Thinking of you!
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    October 28, 2013 at 9:55 am

    My name is Jocelyn. I live in Minnesota. I will never be silent about cruelty when I witness it.
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    Lexa Cain
    October 28, 2013 at 6:37 pm

    I’m so sorry about your sister. I couldn’t agree more that women need to speak out about abuse – they need to see the red flags and not enable the abuser by excusing his behavior. I know fighting back is hard, but silence kills.

    Thanks for your good wishes on Klahanie’s blog about my cover reveal. I appreciate them. 🙂
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      Kim Sisto-Robinson
      October 29, 2013 at 4:52 am

      thank you for utilizing your Powerful Voice!

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    October 29, 2013 at 4:27 am

    Beautiful, powerful and sincere. Who would expect anything less from your inspiring and life enriching spirit. Those who cast a shadow over a life in the way you describe, or snuff out a candle long before its time are a horror to contemplate, and that voice you bring against them, purely yours, is a force to be reckoned with. You are a gem of the web and a treasure.
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      Kim Sisto-Robinson
      October 29, 2013 at 4:52 am

      & you are a treasure, my dear Ducky. Xxx

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    October 29, 2013 at 5:38 am

    I love your passion for speaking truth and refusing to be silent in the face of such violence.
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    Blond Duck
    October 29, 2013 at 6:09 am

    Thanks for your words on Mrs. McGill. I know if anyone understands loss, it’s you.
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    Lady Jennie
    October 31, 2013 at 11:19 am

    I loved reading these responses.

    My name is Jennie. I live in France. I will never be silent about God’s grace.
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    Liz @ A Nut in a Nutshell
    October 31, 2013 at 9:24 pm

    I grew up in a small conservative community where everyone worried about embarrassment of people finding things out about them. However, when it’s right to speak out, it’s right to speak out regardless of who knows what happened.
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    November 3, 2013 at 2:47 pm

    My name is Nicole. I live in Montreal. I will never again be silent about domestic violence. Never!

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    Aurora Morealist
    November 4, 2013 at 3:03 pm

    Hi, Kim,

    My name is Aurora. I live in Canada. I will never be silent about ABUSE of any sort.

    Much love to you always,

    Voice ON!

    <3 <3 <3
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      Kim Sisto-Robinson
      November 4, 2013 at 3:06 pm

      VOICE ON, Sweet Aurora!!! Xxx

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    ed pilolla
    November 6, 2013 at 1:44 pm

    my name is ed. i live in los angeles. i will never be silent about violence and abuse.
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    November 28, 2013 at 1:50 pm

    My name is Laura, I live in London and I will never be silent about abuse.

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    Paul Worthington
    December 22, 2013 at 12:31 pm

    Silence about abuse is truly a killer. Women and men are victims of domestic violence all over the world. We have a campaign that hopefully will give a voice to the voiceless. Please help us to support victims of domestic violence by spreading the word about our campaign: Thank you.

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