—I long for a love that aches inside…like when spring
comes alive, so would I. To be in love. What a blessed gift.—Kay Marie Sisto
My sister, Kay, left several journals behind.
“If anything ever happens to me,” she said, “please keep them or burn them.”
Of course, I kept them. All of them from 1983-2010.
Every. Heartbroken. Horrendous. Hideous. Word.
The only problem is when I begin reading her sentences, I get weepy, emotional, and unbearably unhappy.
A dark blanket covers me. A black water buries me.
I drown inside the fucking ink.
And I die a little bit more because I couldn’t save her.
Why didn’t you tell me, dear?
We were best friends, weren’t we? We were from the same root, the same womb, the same heart.
Why didn’t you tell me you were dying, too
Journal Entry 2009
Journal Entry 2010.
My sister, soul mate, & best friend, Kay, was murdered May 26, 2010 by Mike Peterson. She never found peace on earth— but you can. Please leave before it’s too late. Do Not Wait ONE MORE SOLITARY DAY.
It is a healing experience being part of the KAY MARIE SISTO MEMORIAL WALK to END domestic violence: **Saturday, June 1, 2013 @ 11:00 AM on the Waterfront Trail**
If you are want to send a donation directly to me:
please send to—- My Inner Chick / Kay’s Walk– 715 North 65th. Avenue West, Duluth, MN 55807
My Wish List for The Kay Marie Sisto Memorial Walk:
City Permit– $120.00 (((( HAS BEEN PAID FOR ))) !!! Thanks Bobby Brown. Xxx
PA System– $200.00
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http://www.thehotline.org/get-help/help-in-your-area/ PLEASE Do Not Wait One. More. Solitary. Day.