i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
Happy Birthday, My Sweet—Sweet Sister.
~Today is your first birthday without me. (and I am dying inside)
The first time I will not be filling a pretty pink bag with candles & lotions & lipsticks. (remember all the bath and body lotions we hoarded together?)
The first time we will not be going out to devour chicken wings & chocolate fondue & outstanding conversation about books and God. (you never did read that last book I bought you on the Twilight Series)
The first time you will not be ordering your diet coke with 4 green olives. (you always had 4 olives, didn’t you? You were soooo weird!)
The first time I will not be sitting across from you laughing about how we always lied about our ages. (you told everybody you were 35!! …And damn it, you looked it)
I will be going to the cemetery to visit you. (I go there often)
I will be saying a prayer. (screaming a fucking prayer)
I will be bringing you flowers. (don’t worry. no horrible carnations.)
I will bring you my love, my absolute love, my undying love.
And my heart aches…(every single day)
… because I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
Like an indescribable place inside that I cannot reach….like a deep root that is buried and tangled and twisted …
I miss you.
I miss you I miss you i miss you i miss you i i i
Happy Birthday, My Sweet, Sweet Love.
Your loving sister, Kim.
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…..our last photo together
My sister was murdered on May 26, 2010 by Mike Peterson. The world stopped.
~~~For support and more information please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or at TTY 1-800-787-3224.
~Read More About Kay Here: In Memory of Kay
click here NOW : http://www.thehotline.org/get-help/help-in-your-area/
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